Written By April Knopp

Praise requires us to look up—look up from our phones, computers, and from our low-hanging heads and moods. I’m currently coming out of a weary season. The Lord told me last fall, “You’re about to go through a crushing!” He was not kidding; it was by far one of the hardest seasons I have walked through. I’m so thankful the Lord warned me ahead of time. It didn’t make my season easier, but it did give me the security of knowing I would get through it and not to question every hard blow as they came day by day.
One Sunday morning, I stood in the balcony of church, singing a new praise song our music director was introducing. The lyrics spoke to my soul, word for word. I sang with both hands raised, looking up at the wood-covered ceiling, with tears running down my face, thanking God for how He was going before me and behind me. I praised Him through the pain and trusted Him in the trial. When He told me I would go through a crushing, I turned to Scripture and started studying the crushing of olives. I read something incredibly painful—the crushing took the bitterness out of the olives. Oh man, I am the olive! I’m being crushed, refined, pruned! We all know these seasons are necessary to make room for future growth, but man, they are hard. Without the crushing, we won’t have the oil. Without the oil, we won’t have the anointing.
Although it’s been a painful process, I can wholeheartedly thank Him for the difficult season. Praise and thankfulness are vital parts of our Christian walks, but they aren’t always easy tasks. One of the things I’ve struggled with over the years is being completely emotionally vulnerable with the Lord. As silly as it sounds, I’ve had a hard time sharing my thoughts, emotions, and especially my tears with Him. I’ve been comforted by Him, but I haven’t been able to look Him in the face. Just yesterday, the day after I was asked to write this blog post, I sat in Bible study, and our leader ended the lesson with, “I want you to close your eyes, open up your hands, and look at Jesus as He looks down at you, smiling at you because He loves you!”
How can I not praise and be thankful to this extremely personal God? Not only does He warn me, He opens doors for me and uses me for His glory. He loves me so. He loves me enough to say, “April, you need to go through a crushing! You have some bitterness that’s not welcome in this next season. I love you, but… we have some things to let go of.” Comforting conviction from such a personal Lord and Savior gives me the confidence to move into this next stage of life. He loves us so!

April lives in Central Arkansas with her husband. They have two grown sons and two precious daughter-in-laws. They own a small electrical business and enjoy working together during their newly empty nesting season. April is new to working with United Publishing and hopes to have her first book published in 2024. Her mission and heart is to teach, share, encourage. and minister to people of all ages in and through God’s word. Her desire is to point people closer to the Lord in real-life situations. She loves to share scripture in day-to-day conversations and posts. https://www.seek-him-first.com/
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